KOTONOHA
◎ Life is made of killing time ◎
April 8, 2026
Look around the train.
people look down
Trace your phone screen.
Some people say that cell phones are bad
I’m sure he’s looking at his phone.
A while ago, it was
On TV, in newspapers,
In one era, it was called “Tamagotchi”.
Although the tools change,
People always have something to fill their “free time” with.
People want to take a “vacation”
I can’t stand the time when I have nothing to do.
Zazen or meditation, even for just three minutes,
It’s difficult to not move your body or think about anything.
I never had a good summer vacation when I was a child.
I was lazy and had no sense of accomplishment or fulfillment.
Even as a child, I thought, “Life is like a longer summer vacation.”
And I don’t want to feel the same way I felt during my childhood summer vacation.
I thought I had to have a “good item to kill time.”
It’s not a pastime, it’s a “good way to kill time.”
We are rich and busy,
But strangely enough, it’s doing the exact opposite.
Rather than growing cucumbers in your home garden,
Because it’s cheaper to buy at the supermarket,
Letting go of the joy of harvest.
I just can’t do it well,
Leave the gardening to the professionals
Letting go of the joy of gardening.
Because hobbies cost money,
I give up from the beginning.
It’s actually a good time-killing item, but
I paid money and let it go.
Then,
“I have nothing to do,” he laments.
I scrolled through my phone again today.
When you see someone working hard, you get lost in the empty illusion that you have worked hard.
Some of my works include three-dimensional character sculptures.
Each piece is produced by hand.
“What if I make it with a 3D printer?”
“Wouldn’t it be profitable to make mass-produced copies?”
is often said.
But I think so.
“The joy of creating things with your hands”
“Tips for when things don’t go well”
“Time to fail and keep thinking”
“The joy of being able to do it”
It’s definitely wrong to let go of something in exchange for efficiency.
Life becomes hollow.
What do you spend the most time on in your life?
It’s best to leave it as the “best time-killing item”.
A good way to kill time is
You can feel the real pleasure of life to the fullest.
I believe so.
SISYU Hai
